My mom didn’t let me have sugar cereal growing up. I was however allowed to put honey on my cheerios. To this day, I still look forward to my bowls of cheerios, honey, and granola. Honey Nut Cheerios are delicious, but they don’t remind me of my sweet, thoughtful mother.
choked on my words
at the breakfast table
and drank a cold glass of water
with my morning pills
all the ones
that I am tired of explaining
how much you fits into
all the ones
harsh,
gentle,
troubled,
lost,
found,
wounded,
but loved and cared more
tender and filled with joy
and yes I still need to talk to you
talk to you and see myself
talk to you and hear myself
talk to you and feel how much I exist
we made love at the breakfast table
you poored tea into my cup
birds were having a morning talk
you filled the kitchen with your smell
God spoke from your mouth
the days felt weightless
in the warmth of the tea that you poored into my cup
I watched you
silent
and choked on my words
My mom didn’t let me have sugar cereal growing up. I was however allowed to put honey on my cheerios. To this day, I still look forward to my bowls of cheerios, honey, and granola. Honey Nut Cheerios are delicious, but they don’t remind me of my sweet, thoughtful mother.